I'll soon get lots of illness (Pt.1)

Days after days, nights after nights of rushing, if still keep on going like this sooner or later i will easily get a lot of illness. If get to cure it earlier then still have big chances to recover but once is final stage then i will die soon. Those illness that i will get are liver problem, kidney problem, gastric, heart problem, mental problem and much more that cant just say in words. The most basic problems that i will get will definately be liver, kidney and heart problems.

Ever after since i'm working, everyday i will need to worried. Worried about designs can be rush out within time or not, worried about whether design is nice or will suit the requirement of clients not, worried about do we have more clients to cover expenses or not, worried about whether we can have more salary not, worried about this worried about that. There are too much things need to be worried but yet a lot of things can be less worried thought that will have someone so called "pro" to settle all the problems. This is the main thing need to be worry. The so called "pro" is not even ready to handle all those heavy jobs. I cant deny that maybe they might have their own way of doing things but as what i saw, the method is simply not working. No wonder the previous business will just drop out like that. There already 2 cases that happened in this 1 month plus after i joined. 1st is happened to a customer that wanted to print flyer but the supplier from KL had did wrong for the production and need to reprint. It had took too much time for them to do a simple job. This had caused the customer keep on calling everyday asking for their things. The most important thing is once the customer cant get to call office she will call to my cellphone. I really don't know how to answer her as i'm just a designer. The marketing people had received a notice from the supplier why not just give customer a call and let them know the status? As what the customer told me is it the telephone bill is so expensive until you don't wanna use it? At least just let them know so that they will feel better. This might not be urgent for us but it is urgent for the client. If this happen to you sure you will get mad. Why not just use back the same psychology way of thinking and think on other people's shoe? Always finding excuse for customers won't help that long. One day when client found out then you will lost a business and your personal trust. If i would need to worry about this everyday sure i will get heart attack soon. 1st the way of handling things had already wrong. It just simply irresponsible and don't have business ethic.

Other than tat i will also get gastric problem. The working time is not set correctly as work at 10am and suppose to have lunch around 2pm but just because they wanna use my transport to meet client, my time has messed up. Sometimes i will have lunch around 3 something, sometimes will be 4 something. If early i will get to have lunch around 1 or 2. Come on this is not the way or doing things. It should have a planning that what time need to do what things. If say customer not following to time but yet the blank time still can fill in with other things or just bring forward those pending jobs. Don't wait until last minute only do all those thing and then complaint say not enough time. Always complaint say sick is not a way too. If you know you always will fall sick then try to find out the reason and cure it. Is it a good decision to have spicy food for a gastric patient? If you yourself don't wanna take care of yourself then don't hope that other people will felt pity for you.

If those 2 illness i still don't try to solve it now, i sooner will get liver problem. By that time, you will see me always scolding or easily get angry or maybe you will see me less talking and just put on an angry face. Then my heart problem will become more serious as i will always put pressure on it. Then will come to lung problem. I think by that time i can smoke 1 big packet 1 day and have less meal. It does will infect the whole body. This is the system of how our body works.

Tomorrow i will need to hand up 1 very important project before 10am but the thing until now still havent printed out yet. This is caused by the same supplier too. If next time i will have other jobs i wont let them do again if can. They are too irresponsible too. A trust between customer and company is a very important issue. Don't ever look down on this thing because it will become a strong weapon and end up be harmful to your company. As i said sometimes is not that the market is slow but don't have people wanna send their things for you to handle just because of your working attitude. Always need to remember this. For this case, my marketing friend in my company told me that he have a friend might help to print out tomorrow. I really wish to receive it tomorrow before 10am. If not, my heart will become weaker and i don't know how long i can be patient before i lost my temper.

Anyway i just hope everything will go smooth because i really don't like people complaint to me say my service bad, i don't keep promise this and that. You just see what you can do.